stupidfictionWell, I guess I partied till I puked, like the Andrew WK song, go me. No, actually, fuck me (not literally though). Don't mix shit, what the fuck is wrong with me, don't fucking mix shit. Either I'm really dumb or just really really goddamn weak. Haven't been unable to walk myself back home in the longest time. Or drowned in my own vomit. I'm a motherfucking train wreck. But I guess it's okay because hey, there was nothing else to do anyway.
Embarrassment beats boredom anyday.
Also, when I was being a pussy and dying, my friend wuz getting laid. Ha! Here's to 2010, truly a year full of nothing (good) but sexxx. Hey ho, let's go.

paramorebandso, i have thought long and hard about it.

i was going to stop posting here. i was trying to think about where i could move it to, or if i should even continue at all to try and communicate directly like this with y'all. it isn't that i don't enjoy it or that i think something like this is so great that it should be considered a reward... it's not... but it's just that this place, our bloggy community, had become something that i hoped it wouldn't.

not sure if you will agree or disagree but i feel like "paramoremusic" is on the up and up. not really sure where we are at with "paramoreband" but i guess we shall see in time. i'm going to keep posting here. i'm not going to reply to negative comments, so as not to encourage any more stupid people to come in and get some sort of rise out of me... and if i do my part then i hope you all will do your part to encourage more positivity around this place.

the thing that i hope everyone takes away from this direct line we have to you guys is the fact that just because we may have a song on the radio, or sold "this many" records and done "this many" things... we are just the same as we've always been. sure, we've changed. BUT. we are the same 5 people who started the band in 2004. we don't believe any hype that may be written about us... and we all realize that in one single day it could all be gone. what matters is this. the connection. that's what outlives any good write up... it outweighs the number of records sold... it means the most. and that's why i can't let any negative hype that is created right here push me away from keeping this thing going.

so again, do your part and i'll do mine. the guys (if they decide to come in and post haha) will do theirs.
CAN WE BE FRIENDS!?

Hayley

redesigning_meyesterday was really random. it started with frank randomly asking for me to purchase a notepad for him. then i had random requests for fruit smoothies twice before dinner, randomly staying behind to help, meeting char who randomly had a case of extremely bad cramps, us randomly directing the cab driver back to our places, receiving random text messages from my brother, receiving a random call from said brother, randomly packed for the chalet and talked for an hour, said brother randomly apologizing after realizing how late it was and that i have to work full shift today after which i'm going for a chalet and won't be able to sleep until i get back tomorrow which thankfully happens to be my off day. i seriously hope i don't get random calls asking me to go in cause then i'd be worse than a zombie. and here i am after randomly sleeping for 6hrs and randomly waking up on my own. (-_____-")

birthday's over and i'm kinda glad it is. it started with a mini celebration during closing, they sang for me and even switched off the lights to surprise me in the midst of us washing up. saturday afternoon was so much like a family reunion rather than my entire family gathering to celebrate my 21st. i'm super happy that a bunch of my long time close friends were able to make it to save me before i went insane from the noise pollution and crazy kids running around and making me feel dizzy. sunday was no worse because my 2 very loving husbands gave me a surprise visit and bared gifts and a cracktastic birthday card that was just plain awesome. 

thank you for always being there for me those who've known me for 6months - 11years, life's so much more fun when you're in it and things that i get confused, worried and fret over seem really trivial because you guys are 100% pure joy and laughter to erase it all away. if i ever drift from you, it's at my loss. ='D

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Sonny Barger, fucking legendary.

stupidfictionWell, I'm glad that tonight was relatively fun. Mixing mucho booze and unholy substances did not, thankfully, once again see me waking up next to something horrific and an entirely FML-worthy experience.

I think I must have played Stairway To Heaven about 17 million times while tripping the fuck out. Led Zeppelin is probably the only, and the best, thing that ever happened to me.
Time to crash now and wake up only when it's time to wake up and get drunk again. I just really love my drink, what can I say.

I never really have anything very constructive to write here anymore. Maybe next time. For now, I am too busy alternating between escaping reality and hours of undeserved sleep. Laters, locas.